Random Thoughts

Today's somewhat dreary day has turned out to be somewhat better: I'm off with a snow day. I am hoping it rains later like it is supposed to, so I really won't have to worry about the roads too much as most snow and ice should be washed away. All I have to do with the rest of the day is just stay productive and I know I will feel better. I'm not looking forward to the chores, but know I will feel much better afterwards and the place will feel more clean and homey. I hardly have the time to keep the place clean and this is the best time to do it..... Some new things always go on in some ways but nothing seriously new. I'm not happy with the work all of the time status quo I am in right now, but there is no other way around it. I've got to get my bills caught up and in better financial standing before I can let myself cut back on the hours I spend working. I am sure I will be getting over some of my financial humps soon. Until then, I can only continue to bear the status quo I am in right now.... While I'm not entirely anxious to find myself a man, I still have some anxiety and a hard ticking clock. I am definitely looking for a serious relationship type of man, but for now, I'm my own stall in being able to be more active in finding one. One thing I did feel bad for when I was with Larry was that I wasn't always available and didn't have the time enough to be with him more. It just matters to me to have time to give a man and the man to have time for me when I'm with him. So, my status quo keeps me held back, and I also want my place to be put together more before I run into the next one. I've never been a strong stickler with rules and have an open mind to possibilities that I could meet a man at anytime and anyplace and have it work despite some inconveniences. I just don't like that I have so many inconveniences right now. .... While there are so many ways I can still be a Dora and Explore; I'm glad to have discovered some local bars recently. It has been a long time since I've seen some people doing karaoke (I was in a downtown dueling piano bar a couple of months ago but those people were hired musicians. It seemed more like a band playing than a dueling piano show but it was still fun.) anyway I was glad to see that there were some places that still do karaoke. Its fun and entertaining despite most people are still strangers. I've noticed some bars have bingo nights here in some of my ubering, but there is still some trivia too. So many places, so little time. I love the city and just how much more there is to do and how many more options there are. good things bad things going on, but gotta keep working and hauling