Tuesday, November 27, 2018
Cup of Tea with Bradley Lee
Bradley Cooper, what is really going on with you? Like I didn't notice your new Movie and song with Gaga.... I was in some surprise to hear you sing Bradley. The thought of hearing you sing in prior times had not ever crossed my mind and you are very talented. The first time I heard your song, I thought it was Hosier singing with Gaga. The "take me to church" singer. That is who your voice reminds me of. It is a brief conversation and compliment after my angry explosion a couple of weeks ago. You're at a distance and could want to be agreeing with me that nobody should be stuck with a permanent reputation or always in the same box. Bradley in chains: you're the man in the box..... While I hate to use the term "peer," it is as if you are a long term peer and almost even a friend. But seriously Bradley, I have to be brutally honest that I saw most of your reputation as some of a horror scene. Jon has been the most brutally betraying man of anyone but I did notice some of the shares you had with him. A lot like "Coco before Channel," but that story still isn't an accurate story with you and I or even Jon and I. With the way you sing with Gaga there is a part of the song that has this god awful bellow "in the shal al al al low in the shallow now," and it is almost like you roll your eyes: "shame on you were you shallow. what is not to be with being shallow?" lol. Honestly Bradley, I still find it very questionable that you would despise being too shallow of a man. It differs with some people when caring about being called shallow. I think I've just lived through too much with a lot of your negative arbitrage in the foreground and background. I really did feel like one of the last women you would find attractive. It wasn't that we were ever seriously considering each other. There were also other men who looked tied to you in the arbitrage and I would assume Mike Jones and Chance Chapman having the most shares with you other than Jon. The group of men who have cheated on me in some way or another the most. It's like you could be part of Jim and Justin's gay man hate club, but you seem to want to care to fight for your respect a little more than the others Bradley. While you fight against being shallow, you still have a cheating or unacceptable open relationship reputation that isn't going to help you with me either. I'm hard on you but you sure gave me a hard time too Bradley. It was more than terrifying enough being left for dead in Cumberland and with one of the biggest invalid labels. Some people were wanting to put other labels on me too that were just beyond invalid which was already the most extreme. When I was left with no options and chose to fight for my survival as a stripper; you didn't lessen your personal threats on my life either. I remember some of your terrorisms Bradley. Whether it was your personal issue with your fascism for drugs or your brutal chauvinism in wanting to terrorize my sexual respect you sure had a serious problem with me. It was 2 weeks ago that you threatened me like all chauvinists and rapists problem was my problem and I have to feel responsible over the wrong others do against me. Like it's my fault. Do you just not realize how mean, terrible, and terrifying of a thought that is Bradley? I wish you would recognize more what that means to me and what other men's most life threatening piggish behavior and poor judgment has always meant to me. Double take on chauvinism rape and judgment and bigotry. With some people it has been such a chronic assault for what their actions mean and the way they just won't recognize what anything is to me. Like with a large number of people who have made me a victim of their Stockholm; they have their own way of wanting to "buy" me with me knowing I'm not any real paid prostitute. After they have their way with the Stockholm; they have their way with wanting to "buy" me. Everything is still all about their way. This is still about your way Bradley. I'm sure "A Star is Born," was an expensive movie to make. You could still say you are just being an actor (and I have yet to see the movie). You still put yourself before me; you still do things your way. While it has always been harder and harder to care about anything, I don't mean to pull my prostitution on myself. I can't avoid saying: This is about other people having their way with me whether their superiority complex is severe and/or a dead giveaway or not. This is about me knowing the ways I get taken advantage of in past and present. It is impossible for me to avoid saying it like that. While some people could want to say: don't you see that in yourself? I'm more about acknowledgement and people choosing to agree or disagree. People are entitled to their own perspective, but when a person is putting their self on you and getting subjective or stockholming or bondaging with their judgement everything is much different. Some chauvenists get in my face often with the way they have to call the shots and be the superior one to decide anything. THE THREATS, STALKINGS, AND STOCKHOLMS HAPPEN OFTEN LIKE IT IS NO CRIME TO FUCKING BE LIKE THAT. I lived through a lot of hell Bradley and I know you want to buy me... So you pay attention to some random other things. You make fun of me some that I argue that sex is nothing to be ashamed of and I shouldn't feel humiliated with anything. I'll let you call the shot with that one Bradley. I know I can and want to feel good with my lack of humiliation and despite whether or not you want me to care, I care some. You humiliate me. The hell and other humiliations I went through really was something and I'm not going to write off the things I've lived through like it was nothing.
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