Come get it Jon

Jon, whatever number of people your gadaffi has already killed, there is still a kill in you for the way you feel to kill me. It isn't that you deny it as much as other murderers do.... It was nice of Ben Stiller to call your occupation "the negative asset dept" in the name of a movie I can't remember. Why aren't you barking back up Sean Penn's tree? I must have kept you the same pissed off man as you've always kept me the same pissed off woman. It would be nice if there was a next Austin powers movie that was made where they made Fat Bastard's features look like yours. I won't look at the star wars movies either but Jabba the Hut is another character whose features should look like yours. ... Jon I'll always hate you and think the worst of you for life. I should not have underestimated the murderous things you are capable of doing and I should have made more of a firm choice against you in much earlier days that was never going to lead you or myself on. I should have never underestimated your capabilities. I will never hear the end of enemies, strangers, and random people who murderously provoke me with either their worst sense of credibility or judgement. They think my life will always be theirs to own and it will always be me who is to blame for their worst grave mistakes. I was supposed to be subjected or put my life on the line that much more when being provoked to fight. There are so many things that are wrong with you Jon and I will never stop vomiting over the things you think are right. Whatever your will to punish me. Whatever your will to force me to lose or be under someone. I believe your anger is mostly against my will to want to get Stacy and Justin's neck snapped and decapitated with their cut throat vanity and will to think they are right to treat me as an equal after they are clearly the intruder or most dominate judge with anything. After putting up with their ignorance and savagery there is no such thing as ever having any chance with me. I want Erin battered for whatever dominate judge she wants to be too. I know Justin and Stacy want to put the most rejected Tran on me. I know I was never going to be in fear over their rejection and I most certainly know there were no emotional feelings I ever and will never have for her worst disgusting egocentric trash. Anyway, because I'm the one who will always be the most raped and robbed with my choice to reject; it's impossible to defend what I should have. It really is too late to take back their corruption and rape. Anyone's lies and "I beg to differs" will always be the worst threat with the defeat and enslavement they want me in for their sake or respect. I hate the way people just don't get the rapist expression of phrase that it is with what they are really insinuating and getting at with what they want. If there were ever an original day where they were being my rightfully rejected it should have never been such a war of escalation. People have their differences and go their separate ways and agree to disagree. It is a common and normal thing that they don't have. They have the worst jealous codependency where they make their life depend on my rejection and they are the real Gadaffi of a team who feel my life should be dependent on their rejection and what they think. If I'm always raped to be the Tran they could have been a little more honest with Big Shawn's "I don't fuck with you" song. Instead they intentionally rape me with their further stab to death "I beg to differ" vain lies. Their vanity is fucked with for life now, and they are still far from being any worthy opponent. Jon you are so sick to try to force me to be challenged or just lose to the number of cut throat rapists I've had. I can tell your rape you've made already will never be enough or else you wouldn't further your death threat. I don't want to die but I would rather be dead than lose to the number of your sick injustices and rape.